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Sunset in Uluwatu, Bali

I really think that I should live there…. one day? dunnolah… it’s the most laid-back place i’ve ever know, seems like there’s no spaces for hypocrisy there (thanks to Ally McBeal, now i’m a hypocrite-hater).

goin’ 24 this year, still dunno what I "really" want to do… Naaaahhh…. it’s just a thought …. for a while I can live with all of this i-dunno-thing, until then I should ask for help. Huaaannnngg aannggg annggg…. (anyway, this is my new word expression for crying, crunchier than ever)

"I’ve never really found a place that I called home…

Never stick around quite long enough to make it

………

I’ve always thought that I would love to live by the sea

to travel the world alone and live more simply…."

~Dido - Life for Rent~

It’s like I just woke up one morning
Looked at the way that we live
Thought things could be so much better
There must be better than this.

And If I relocated to where the grass is greener
Maybe I’d be happy again
But I’m a little bit disappointed
‘Cos now I’ve got my freedom
But I’m still looking over the fence.

It’s always the same
At the end of the day
You always want what you haven’t got.

It’s like the hands of the clock stopped turning
Right at the moment you left
You went looking for something better
You stopped me dead in my tracks.

It’s a bitter sweet emotion
That I’m feeling, baby, now you’re happy again
But I’m a little bit disappointed
‘Cos now you’ve got your freedom
But you’re still looking over the fence.

It’s always the same
At the end of the day
You always want what you haven’t got.

It’s always the same
It wont ever change
You always want what you haven’t got.

Thought if I relocated
To where the grass is greener
Maybe I’d be happy again
But I’m a little bit disappointed
‘Cos now you’ve got your freedom
But I’m still looking over the fence.

It’s always the same
At the end of the day
You always want what you haven’t got.

It always the same
It wont ever change
You always want what you haven’t got.

~Lighthouse Family~

Couple nights ago I watched Ally McBeal, dun ask me bout the eps I really dun pay attention on that. but, somehow this eps really moved me. here’s some of the moving line…….

"Hipocrisy always got me silenced…." -John Cage on his speech defending an escourt lady-

"Is it wrong to marry someone not because they’re the one but because they’re the only one?" - Harry Pippin, lawyer whose life has saved by Ally.

"If you hold up in anything, you’ll walk away with nothing….." -Angela, Harry Pippin’s fiancee-