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sabtu kmaren secara mengejutkan tickle sakit!

pdhal seharian main2 sama g dan baik2 aja. cuma memang seharian itu dia mengalami kmunduran sistem sanitasi (halah) dan lemah otaknya kambuh. dia mulai pup dan pee sembarangan lagi.

malemnya g liat dia tidur di dalem tas g, yea rite…cuma palanya aja gitu yg nyembul dari dalem tas bulu coklat Samuel & Kevin g yang berharga itu. denger suara g dia pindah…kluar…tapi tidur lagi.

gaya tidurnya aneh…tlungkup dengan keempat kaki lemes. i heard him moaning…tp g kira dia ngigo (yea rite, ever heard about that?!) lamaaa bgt bobonya. pas g abis mandi dan siap2 mo bobo, dia g angkat…tnyata matanya kbuka dan dia ngeluarin air dari idungnya banyak bgt…omg….! g langsung panik.

apalagi tau2 dia gak bergerak, diem aja matanya udah gak breaksi..cuma napasnya yg naek turun dgn cepat yg nandain kalo dia msih idup. g binun mo gimana….

g telepon frans dengan paniknya begging him to come for whatever…

sambil nunggu frans, g masih berusaha bangunin tickle. sampe nangis2 g… yea rite, it’s sounds corny and cheesy now, but at that time my heart was broken. i don’t want to left alone again.

trus g dan frans bawa tickle ke cheetah pet shop deket rumah, si mbaknya bilang tickle kena virus, yg umum tjadi kalo bayi kucing masih tlalu kecil dan kpisah ama induknya.

ktika dia periksa tickle, dia bilang kalo udah gak bisa apa2…matanya udah gak bergerak, udah lemes dan gak ada respon. i was scared to death….he’s my lil furball who’s running like a thunder when i arrived home. he’s the one that followed me around like i am the most important person in his life. he’s so attached to me and i need that. i begged her to do anything she can….to help my baby.

tickle kmudian disuntik….he remained quite, trus diinfus juga…masih gak ada reaksi. dipaksa nelen obat…..trus mbaknya suruh g bawa pulang tickle, biar dia bobo dan harus dijaga trus anget smaleman.

i take him home, slimutin di bedcover shiro petto ksukaan dia, setiap beberapa menit g hairdryer bed covernya biar anget. makin malem kondisinya makin parah…baju dan celana g udah basah lagi karena mangku dia, dan dia trus2an ngeluarin air dari idung dan p***at*nya. i can’t stop crying…g masih trauma karena keilangan Moo dulu, rasa bersalah karena merasa gak ngejaga dia dengan baik masih trasa ampe sekarang. g gak mau kehilangan tickle juga, apalagi dgn mendadak gini.sekitar jam 3an pagi tiba2 dia bangun….jalan muter2 di selimutnya tapi dgn terseok2 dan sesekali jatoh trus tkapar. g smakin takut, karena ini ciri2 kucing yg mau mati, they prefer to died alone in silence. berkali2 g tarik dia masuk dalam selimut lagi… i don’t want to let him go, no, not now. i still want to love him. i need him to need me.

tiba2 dia mengeong kenceng banget, dan matanya yg tadinya ksong tiba mengedip2 trus perlahan2 badannya menghangat. he’s back….

my lil baby’s back. langsung g peluk…dan seperti biasa dia brontak hihihih trus dia menghampiri botol dotnya….dia minta susu! i was so glad that i yell like a freak!. langsung g susuin (dgn botol, tentunya) sampe dia kenyang trus dia bobo di samping g krn masih lemes. g slimutin…. sambil terus g periksa detak jantung dan nafasnya. i cannot closed my eyes…even for one minute….g takut satu menit itu dia akan pergi….

tapi makin pagi kondisinya makin baik….jam 8an dia minta susu lagi hihihii dan siang dia udah seger lagi. jam makan siang g bawa ke cheetah lagi untuk suntik lagi…beda ama kmrn, kali ini dia marahin si mbak pas disuntik, si mbaknya ngegodain "kmrn aja….diapa2in diem aja hehehhe" trus tickle juga marah2 ama kucing2 cantik yang ada disana hihihihi minder kali yah. setelah suntik dan potong kuku kita pulang deh.

tickle masih harus disuntik empat hari lagi. moga2 sie dia gak sakit lagi. tadi agak gak tega juga ninggalin dia, sempet berpikir kira2 g bakal dipecat gak kalo ijin gak masuk karena kucing sakit (?) u know…not everyone think that pet could be as precious as our own child.

cuma satu hal yg g sesalkan…tickle memanfaatkan momen g-sayang-dia-dan-manjain-dia untuk pup di pojok favorit barunya, dan pee di pojok laennya…*sigh…yah…namanya juga anak2….

…si tickle hari ini lagi pewe banget buat dipeluk-peluk huhuhuhuh…. tadi pas mo brkt aja berat bgt ninggalin dia.

sambil dandanpun dia g pangku, sambil towel2 prut ndutnya hueheuheuehue

kangen ama tickle! *pencet2 mouse dgn gemes

Who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows?
Only time...

And who can say if your love grows,
As your heart chose?
Only time...

(interlude)

Who can say why your heart sighs,
As your love flies?
Only time...

And who can say why your heart cries,
When your love lies?
Only time...

(interlude)

Who can say when the roads meet,
That love might be,
In your heart.

And who can say when the day sleeps,
If the night keeps all your heart?
Night keeps all your heart...

(interlude)

Who can say if your love grows,
As your heart chose?
Only time...

And who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows?
Only time...

Who knows?
Only time...

Who knows?
Only time...

p.s: i've made a decision! now that i let go the guilty feeling

i have my own life to fight for.

...i feel better, so much better...since i let my burdens down...

sumpah mati, niat awal g kmrn cuma mo nge-blow kok *big grin

beberapa hari sebelumnya sempet liat ada salon baru di pelangi, jadi kmrn g kesana, karena masih kurang fit jadinya males nge-blow sndiri *alesan.

pas liat2 daftar treatmentnya ternyata dia punya creambath ozone, ya udah g ambil itu, eh ternyata lagi, lagi ada promo pkt yg plus detox telinga.

sebenernya sama ama ear candle therapy. meski kliatannya serem, tapi sama sekali gak ada rasa sakitnya kok. apalagi setelahnya liat kotoran yang keangkat…hiiiyyy…. gak nyangka isi kepala kita kotor gitu hueheuehuehueheue. mengingat g adalah orang yg sangat bersahabat dengan cotton buds dan nyaris tiap hari bersihin telinga, g gak kbayang apa kabar orang2 yang gak demen bersihin telinga kalo kotorannya diangkat dengan therapy ini…yucks…

manfaatnya buat kesehatan juga bagus, karena dia ngebuang racun2 yang ada di telinga. terbukti smalem g tidur nyenyaaaak dan radang tenggorokan g jauh berkurang

prosesnya pun cuma sebentar, about 30min only for both ears.

kata temen2 ktr sie, hari ini muka g lebih cerah huhuy….ihik ihik

oiya, kt therapist-nya sebaiknya treatment ini dilakuin sebulan sekali, jgn tlalu sering juga.

Few foods make people feel so passionate…. a passion goes beyond a love for just the ’sweetness’. Chocolate is different for the true chocoholicjust thinking about chocolate can evoke a pleasurable response. - from the wall of "Death by Chocolate" PIM.

…dan ingin dibagi.

Puisinya Abdurrahman Faiz, si anak ajaib.

HARRY POTTER

Sudahkah kau temukan
ramuan paling rahasia itu
agar seluruh orang di dunia
bisa saling cinta?

(Oktober 2002)

hehehehe….gak sabar nunggu "Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows" terbit. oiyaaa….filmnya juga "Harry Potter and the order of Phoenix"

waiting in vain….

dua hal diatas mungkin dah tiap orang bisa nyebut kali yah, tapi apa bner2 diresepin esensinya dan disadari pada saat implementasi?

Seorang temen, punya sikap yg mnurut gw kurang bersyukur dan kurang berusaha. maaf, kalo penilaian g ini menurut lo salah.

kita boleh ngeliat orang-orang yang taraf kehidupan dan pencapaiannya lebih tinggi dari kita dengan kagum, malah bagus buat motivasi. tapi jgn bikin kita jadi rendah diri dan lantas merasa kecil dong? liat dulu orang2 itu gimana bisa sampe kesana?

- gifted, maksud g terlahir kaya, di keluarga terpandang,  yah…kalo ini mah gak usah disirikin, bisa botak. hehehhehe

- kerja keras, nah inilah yang wajib hukumnya disirikin. orang2 yg mampu merubah hidup dan kuat bekerja keras untuk ngejar apa yg dia mau.

kalo lo liat orang2 yg sukses, kaya, pintar etc dan terus lo merasa sirik, arahin perasaan sirik itu ke motivasi untuk bisa seberhasil dia dong, jgn malah merasa stuck, gak bisa apa2 tapi juga gak mau berusaha berbuat lebih….itu lingkaran setan namanya. dan tend to make you feel more uneasy about urself.

we have to earn what we want!

kadaaang, kadang loh ya…g ngerasa dia ini juga over pede soal kerjaan. gak mau ditaro di level tertentu karena merasa punya kompetensi lebih, tapi sering banget masih mengeluhkan hal2 kecil. percaya deh, bos tuh gak buta. kalo lo masih ditaroh disitu, that’s mean that’s how they judged you. jgn terlalu merasa superior dan mengintimidasi orang lain yang lebih punya kuasa. i bet you know that, respect-attitude-manner-ability adalah rumus untuk climb to higher hierarchy. so you better fix that things first before you complain about the way they treat you.

jgn mimpi ngerubah sikap dan sifat orang lain, all we can do is: "Menyesuaikan Diri"

dan bersyukurlah dengan bersyukur hidup lo akan nyaman dan jauh dari ketidaknyamanan karena merasa belum punya apa2. look around you…. ain’t things gone well to you?

tentang bersyukur, tadi pagi seorang temen dateng dengan muka suntuk ke ruangan gw. nunjukin sms dari bokapnya, yg isinya:

"xxxxx*sensor , berpakaianlah yang dewasa dan feminin yah."

memang temen g ini agak tomboi heheheh. dia rada geleh karena bokapnya masih ngatur2 soal baju. "I’m 30! should i ask for his judgement for anything i want to wear?"

g diem aja.

temen yg duduk di sebelah gw, sang calon psikolog yg akhirnya kasih advise bijak. then she *yg complain balik ke ruangannya

g masih diem.

tau knapa?

karena g iri. dia masih punya bokap yang bisa ngingetin soal kerapihan baju. masih punya bokap yg sms-in ngajak janjian makan malem brg. ada bokap yang bantuin dia bersihin mobilnya setelah kerendem banjir waktu itu.

dan g sangat menyayangkan dia gak bersyukur atas kebawelan bokapnya. i don’t mind having my pap as my fashion consultant kalo emang masih bisa *mata berkaca2 mode on. heheheheh

dan anyway, g tetep bersyukur punya temen2 kyk temen2 g kok hihihi meskipun kadang2 ajaib2

  ….and that what it takes for an answer.

Title        : Travelers’ Tale

Writers    : Adhitya Mulya, Alaya Setya, Iman Hidayat, Ninit Yunita.

Publisher  : Gagas Media

Pages       : 228

Francis Lim, a young and talented concert pianist, are about to marry a beautiful Catalan woman, Inez Alegria De La Pena. He invites his very old bestfriends. Jusuf, Farah and Retno. Actually, only two of them are consider his bestfriends, since Retno is his childhood crush who grew to be the love of his life. twice, not only one he tries to ask her hand in relationship, and twice, he’s been rejected. they remain friends ever since. what he didn’t realise is. he didn’t get the answer of his question. he moved on because he likes the idea of loving other woman.

Retno Wulandari, a simple javanesse woman lived and worked in Denmark. Still single in her 30 for a reason. the reason called: Francis Lim. her first and truest love. Whom she let down because of her frightness of their difference. Francis is christian and she’s a moslem. She afraid to love him only to lose him one day. In a very fine day, over a coffee, she opened a white envelope sent by Francis all the way from America. Francis is getting married. to another woman.

Farah Babedan, Indo-arabic flying-hater who worked in Hoi An Vietnam. consider her life as ‘enough’ without having a man she always loved since her childhood. She believe in fate, and also believe that she’ll have the fate she always wanted. Until one day, a cheerful email from her bestfriends, awaken her. the man is getting married. Francis is getting married. not to Retno, whom she knew loved by Francis for all this time. who always told her how she reject and deny Francis’s love without knowing that Farah wish it was her Francis chased around. Francis is getting married to other woman. Farah hate to fly. but she’ll do whatever it takes to seek for an answer of the question she never mentioned. There she flies to Barcelona.

Jusuf Hasanudin, the wickest of them all. always being a joker and silly around. no one knows that this ‘comedian’ has his own crush. He loves Farah Babedan. only to know that Farah loves Francis. not him. he stay around Farah to let her close which is better than to let her know his feeling and saw her walk away. An invitation came, he’s happy for his bestfriend and sad for his love. but a short notification from Farah that she’s on her way to Barcelona shocked him. despite his wearyness of financial matters, civil wars in Abidjan where he lived, almost dead on grass-landing, and trapped in gay bar…he flies to Barcelona for Farah. not because he’s worry that Farah will be hurted, but because there’s a slight chance Francis might choose Farah.

All of them straight ahead to Barcelona from all over the world. simply to seek for an answer. or they might regret it…..

well, anyway, not to crash the romantic moment, i just wanna say that other than the love and travel story that made me wanna go out and see the world. the juara is tokoh Ucup (Jusuf). i bet adhitya mulya wrote this part. remember Jomblo? if you love the jokes there then you’ll roll on the floor laughing by Ucup’s story.

sneak peak….

Rasa itu berawal ketika Farah membelah kodok. Yes, I know, agak prihatin juga bahwa tumbuhnya cinta gua memerlukan pengorbanan jiwa seekor kodok. gua jamin itu kodok masuk surga….

——

Gua dalam perjalanan menuju abidjan. Nama airportnya Aeroport International Felix Houphouet-Boigny. Gua kasian aja tiap kali ada emergency landing dan calling ke airport sini…. "Hello this is flight KE-563 calling airport Felix Phou…Phou…Phouououoo…"

nama belum selesai pesawat udah nyungsep duluan.

————-

"Rhino horn, my friend!?" cengirnya

Ha? cula badak? boleh nih buat Farah.

"For what?" tanya gua

"For sex!" seru dia, semangat akan prospek memberi gua harga 3 kali lipat dari harga pasar.

"Horn? for sex? do we eat it or wear it? cos either way is disturbing/" Ujar gua.

——————-

well, actually there’s lot more but it will be a major spoiler and ruin your reading.

so…read the book. sumpah g masih ngakak kalo inget bagian2 lucunya. this book is so entertaining!

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pls check back later, it’s owned by my luvly baby, tickleodeon or simply called tickle.

it’s a cat with attitude!

mau dianiaya di dokter gigi rabu besok nie….

ada satu geraham yg harus dicabut biar "jumping’ nya gampang…alah taulah…itu istilah keren untuk bilang bahwa rahang gw mo dibalik and it takes 1 teeth, three years with no biting, and many…many… cost that supposed to be used for any other fun things (such as, shoes, purse, bags hehehehe)

anyway, terkait dgn judul diates…. gw bermaksud mo minta ‘exit-permit’ untuk sekitar tiga jam aja, drpada ngorbanin cuti gw yg ‘insya-allah-ya-tuhan-kabulkanlah’ sedianya akan gw pake liburan panjang di bali nanti.

tapi g tanya via imel ke bos g yg lagi di merak soal ini…blom dibales T_T

huhuhuhu

kalo dia gak ok, kan g mesti re-schedule ke klinik…. apa g cuti all day aja yah…kan mayan tuh dari dokter bisa bobo, soalnya pasti cnut2…

babe…balaslah imelku…*komat-kamit