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ternyata Tickle bisa cemburu juga

smalem g keluarin dia di halaman belakang, maksudnya biar maen ama gerombolan si belang. ternyata yg ada dia di gaplok bertubi2 sampe mengkeret T.T payah dah kucing g, jagoan kandang.

digaploknya manteb bgt lagi, secara si belang bersodara itu gede2 pisan (umurnya skitar setahun lebih) tanganya keker dong, ngegaploknya bner2 "POK!" di palanya Tickle huhuhuhuu

tp secara g dah jatuh cinta sama salah satu diantara mereka (yg paling cakep dong) jadi kmrn g pancing2 pake meaowmix biar si leher putih mo masuk rumah dan maen ama tickle *membeli persahabatan huhuhuhu

masuklah dia kerumah, tp tetep gak mo maen ama tickle, tickle pun ngumpet dibalik kaki g. ya sudahlah, tp mereka bdua g balikin ke teras blkg.

sesaat kmdn, g ambil tickle dan g gendong, eh pas g jalan masuk rmh si leher putih mengeong manja sambil nemplok kaki g, trus g bilang "Knapa? mo itut ke dalem rmh?"

tau gak sie?

Tickle langsung mengeong kenceng! marah2 dan brontak

trus g bilang lagi "Iya-iya, dia gak diajak masuk kok"

tickle lgs diem dan nyandarin palanya di dada g

caileeee kucing g…cemburuan…jijai deh.

huahuahauhauahuaha…duh jadi kangen tickle nie

meski dia dah garuk2 tembok, ngerusak cat dinding dan bikin dua lobang di dinding T.T *kucing siaul

Although we’ve come to the end of the road
Still I can’t let go,
It’s unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you
Come to the end of the road
Still I can’t let go
It’s unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you - End of the Road

Mood : Fun-tastic

Listening to : myself, humming Boyz II Men songs

Last nite concert was a wonderful blast! it’s like a way out i need in times like this.  so when Mbak Sari buzzed me yesterday about the concert, i was like "hooraaayy!" even i’ve never really intended to come before, but yesterday i’m very excited.

Boyz II Men gitu lohhh….bite ur tongue!

I have to finished sum reports, so we left office at around 5.30. when we arrived Istora is already hectic and surprisingly full of ABG!

we were like…"huh?" we were expecting at least older audiences like 20’s or 30’s but heyy… it’s teenagers here. i dunno that todays teens have that high amount allowance so that they can bought the ticket :p *sirik ajeee…

anyway, the concert was stunning *for one second than i danced and sing for almost 2 hours Boyz II Men concert hehehehe.

but the opening was not really encouraging for me, to be honest i kinda yawning all over Agnes Monica performances. The applause and crowd wasn’t really made for her that she oftenly asked the crowd to sing along with her…hehehhe. dah bosen juga kali yah liat dia.

pas lagu yg tempo cepat, as usual, dia kan selalu lip-sync krn nafasnya gak kuat *so much for go international eh Nes?, nah smalem itu kalo diliat ke screen gedenya sering kliatan dia kpleset mulutnya beda ama suara lip sinc :p, ktika lagu yg slow agak mendingan, krn pake suara asli jadi pronounciationnya lebih jelas…tp agak ngantuk hehhehe

Mbak Sari said, "She really loves hot pants eh?"

I said, "well, just see the surrounding lah….almost everyone dress like that nowadays, hanging around in short pant, well…including me :p"

for the first three songs, we still applauding her. but then it seems like she’ll sing almost all of her song that we start to asked "brapa jam sie dia jadi pembukanya? jgn2 nie konser Agnes"

after almost one and a half hour later she finished and we wait for the real show. me and mbak sari was giggling about gossips in office…i can tell u what but it’s so freakin funny!

Boyz II Men finally showed up!

Wanya Morris, Shwan Stockman, and Nathan Morris made us histerical, even two of them was kinda chubby now but they still danced energically and it was very cute!

they sang their greatest hits,

Four Seasons of Loneliness

In comes the winter breeze
That chills the air and drifts the snow
And I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe
When springtime makes it’s way here
Lilac blooms reminds me of
The scent of your perfume
When summer burns with heat
I always get the hots for you (ooh)
Go skinny dipping in the ocean where we used to do
When autumn sheds the leaves
The trees are bare, when you’re not here
It doesn’t feel the same

I’ll Make love to you

I’ll make love to you
Like you want me to
And I’ll hold you tight
Baby all through the night
I’ll make love to you
When you want me to
And I will not let go
‘Till you tell me to

On Bended Knee

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they used to be
Oh God give me the reason
I’m down on bended knee
I’ll never walk again, until you come back to me
I’m down on bended knee

It’s so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

And I’ll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It’s so hard to say goodbye
To yesterday

huhuhuhu masih berdarah-2 nie hati g hueheuehuehue….

jadi jatuh cinta lagi ama Boyz II Men, tar mo nyari album the best nya yg "Legacy" ah.

And I know you’re shining down on me from heaven,
Like so many friends we’ve lost along the way
And I know eventually we’ll be together (together)
One sweet day

ngemeng2 soal "One Sweet Day" Agmon gak jadi duet ama the boys tuh! heuheuheu….even i heard from sponsors that the boys doesn’t even know that they’ve been planned to duet with her…. menohok hati Agmon si rising star banget gak sie

anyway…nyanyi lagi ah….*mumpung bos ndak ada

Darlin’ I never showed you (no no no)
Assummed you’d, always be there
And I, I took your presence for granted
But I always cared (I always cared)
And I miss the love we shared

….isn’t hate, but indifferent.

I’m a bit alienated last nite. so I grab tickle and hold him tight.

despite of his chewing and licking attitude he’s such a great companion. we watched Grey’s Anatomy. it told us about "Anger"

it’s one of seven deadly sins, this one worse cos it cost urself unbearable pain.

i was cried outloud, when Izzy yelled at Richard for signing his death certificate. She can’t believe he gave up already. She pushed Burke to give Richard privilege for heart donor.

Izzy didn’t do that for Richard, she did that for herself. she beg Richard not to leave her. She need him to be there. i can’t help myself… i saw her cried and begged for Richard.

i cried…. i can feel the pain.

i know how it feel to beg to be loved. how it feel to be lonely in the crowd, how it feel to left alone, how it feel to be taken for granted.

i cried.

then on the other scene, George said: "It’s family, no matter how jerk and obnoxious or worse they are, we stick with them."

then i cried again.

now, i browsing around for vacancy in Bali or elsewhere….thinking of departing and start new life.

i’m the leave, and i’m departing not because of wind pursuit but because tree didn’t asked me to stay.

hari rabu kmrn, pas hari terakhir anter Tickle treatment. pulangnya ada kejadian kurang menyenangkan.

pas g jalan dengan bawa tickle pake tas gendong, tiba2 ada mobil yg brenti trus jalan pelan disamping g. awalnya g masih berbaik sangka

"ah, mungkin mreka nge-rem krn jalanan sempit."

tapi kok lama2 ngikutin g dan pas g noleh…bner dong! empat bapak2 lagi ngelongo dengan muka mupeng sok menggoda ke gw.

jerk!

trus manggil2 lagi…"mbak…mbak…" emang g asisten rumah tangga lo apa dipanggil mbak2. secepat kilat g koreksi outfit g.

do i look like a "mbak2" yang bisa diangkut dijalan?

No!

i was wearing tartan long pants, with long sleeves turtleneck.

there’s nuthin’ sexy with that. there’s nothing wrong with me, it’s with their head!

maybe they need brainwashed. maybe they should reckon how much time and money they’ve invested on their marriage and is this "Mbak-mbak…mo kmana-ikut-kita-yuk" thing worth to ruined that amount.

i hate this so-called-mamal-with-extra-meat by that time. so i stopped. and face them, they kinda shocked i did that, i said:

"Ada masalah "mas"? mo nawarin asuransi yah? (mereka pake mobil asuransi BR*ingin Life, baru mobil dinas ajaaa) saya udah pegang 3 polis tuh, maaf yah. Sekarang permisi, saya mau pulang….mobilnya ngalangin jalan saya. " g sengaja pasang tampang sombong dan muak. well, it’s not my thing…really but they deserve it!

dan mereka pun tergagap-gagap.

"oh…iya mbak…eh bu. maaf ya"

mulai sekarang, g gak akan sebel lagi kalo di mall dipanggil "ibu" sama salesman, u know…."mbak" can be very iritating if it used with "that kinda" intonation.

*sigh

kemaren adalah hari terakhir Tickle treatment. hari ini gak perlu buru2 balik dan bawa dia ke Cheetah lagi deh hehehe…kdg brasa males tapi seneng juga bisa maen ama kucing2 yg lucu2 disana.

anehnya, secara lima hari berturut2 kita kesana, dan setiap disana spend waktu kira2 1 - 1 1/2 jam karena kadang nunggu Mbak yang nyuntik rada lama. nah si Tickle selalu di deketin ama kucing2 itu diajak maen, dijilat2 malah kalo dia lari dikejar mo diajak maen…tetep aja si Tickle galak ^_^; dan gak mo tmenan ama mereka.

dia prefer meringkuk di pangkuan g kyk anak kecil manja yg gak gaul. kalo pun wandering around, saban di samperin kucing2 cantik itu dia akan menggeram2 dan marah2. anehnya lagi, kalo sama kucing kampung for example kluarga kucing belang2 dia belakang dia malah agresif…. kt yg jaga petshop karena perbedaan ras. mungkin dia minder karena bulunya gak tebal, ikal dan fluffy kyk kucing2 peranakan itu. dan dia lebih nyaman sama kucing2 yg satu ras ama dia.

well, tnyata gak kucing gak manusia sama aja yah…..

kcendrungan tidak menyukai orang yang ‘beda’ sama kita masih trasa sekali. kalopun akhirnya bisa hidup berdampingan tetep ada jarak yg sulit dijembatani. padahal….hari gini gitu loh… emang knapa kalo kita punya pacar/suami/istri beda ras, beda budaya? kalo beda agama memang agak susah tapi bukan brarti gak ada penyelesaian. Toh "Dia" yang diatas sana cuma satu meski punya banyak nama berbeda.

dan apa anehnya punya banyak temen dengan berbagai ras? ada aja orang yg masih mencibir sinis seakan2 rasnya dia lebih tinggi dari ras orang itu… well, fyi, lo masih manusia kan? s.w.g.t.l !

I don’t believe in religions, but i do believe in God! and i choose a religion because of God then…. is that wrong in God point of view?

In my eyes, white, black, tan, yellow and reddish is just a skin colors. Black, brown, grey, green, blue and violet is just variance of eyes colors. doesn’t make any difference…what makes any difference is whether they are annoying or not for example: trus2an nanya kapan gw kawin… nah itu baru nyebelin hiheiehei.

*sigh….

g punya pekerjaan rumah besar untuk ngajarin my baby, tickle untuk bisa berteman dengan kucing mana aja.

Tickle-tickle-lil-star, don’t u ever judge a cat by their fur.

akhirnya jadi juga g ntn "Hannibal Rising"

I’ve always love to see the way Hannibal Lecter move and talk. Arisktokrat banget. filmnya yg pertama g tonton justru Hannibal dulu, emang sie rada sadis dan slashy tp mnurut g beda ama film bergenre sama lainnya karena tokoh Hannibalnya ini.

setelah Hannibal, baru g cari "Silence of the lambs" trus sekuelnya muncul lagi "Red Dragon" dimana sebenernya si Hannibal gak banyak muncul secara dia udah dipenjara *sigh….

di Hannibal Rising, it’s more like sekuel no. 0 of the movies. bercerita tentang latar belakang kanibalisme Hannibal. anyway, buat yg blm pnah ntn film ini, dun worry, Hannibal doesn’t eat them for life, he did it on a purpose. and when he did it, he did it with style *creepy laugh.

i’m not in the mood for reviewing now, so i’ll do it another time. cuma g seneng bgt liat konsistensi yang masuk akal dan gak mengada2 dari film ini. juga adanya Gong Li sebagai istri dari almarhum Paman Hannibal yang gak terkesan hanya tempelan seperti umumnya film serem yg dimasukin ce cantik pun seksi.

anyway…. Inspektur Popil *dgn logat france bilang di satu scene….

"Hannibal Lecter was dead on that snowy day of 1944, what is left now is not more than a monster…"

seriously, jgn pernah ajak anak di bawah umur ntn ini, smalem g gak abis pikir ada yg bawa anak aja gitu… gak bisa nyaring apa tuh ortu *loh kok jadi marah?

pemeran Hannibal Lecter muda, si Gaspard Ulliel tuh cakep buanget… dia berhasil menampilkan sosok laki2 muda dengan luka batin dan dendam yg bgitu mendalam sampai tidak punya rasa welas asih, but at the same time, you can feel his childish needs to be loved, his fears and sorrows…it’s more like you can’t hate him, only afraid of him.

anyway, if you like him even with bloody face holding a heart and smile innocently, you will love him in a more romantic point of view then…hihihi i think i will, therefore, i’ll love to see "Paris Je T’aime" shortly in Blitz.

memorable quote of last nite’s movie:

Lady Murasaki: "What is left on you to love?